Living My New Reality
Ghosting....By definition....The Art of Ghosting is a technique of making plans/friendships/partnerships and then abruptly ending communication...dissappearing without explanation.This behavior is juvenile and reveals a lack of emotional maturity, empathy, and healthy communication skills in the person doing the ghosting. It can be a sign of avoidance, fear of conflict, and a tendency to prioritize one's own comfort over the feelings
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Envy....The desire to have a quality, possession, or other desirable attributes belonging to someone else.For a Narcissist it's the emotion they operate from...A pathological state of envy.The pathology of envy with a Narcissist makes them unable to stop the cycles of abuse...till they destroy the target emotionally because they are envious of them.The target is forced to go full no
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Are YOU capable of 'making' people abusive...If you keep wondering why they seem to be super wonderful with EVERYONE else...except YOU...or you seem to get to experience a different side of them in public than you do behind closed doors...They are doing THAT with intention...They are trying to make you feel a certain type of way...They want you to feel
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The slip and slide game.....If you can cheat on a person you sleep next to...someone you supposedly share your life with, breed kids, open bank accounts, invest in real estate, swap saliva and intermingle DNA...how can ANYONE possibly trust you with ANYTHING!Deceptive impulsive decision making patterns overflow and slip and slide into ALL your life actions...it permeates EVERYTHING!If you can
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Your body shows red flags....The longer you stay with a psychological abuser...the more physically sick you will get...and look.They fuck with your mind first...while you are too busy trying to think straight and keep your head above water.Any prolonged emotional disturbance or discomfort will eventually show up in your physical form as an ailment.Most physical ailments are caused by prolonged
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No shade in the shadows...A narcissist keeps exes around and revisit them...in rounds...that's the cycle they are stuck in...permanently.Round and round we go...where we stop nobody knows.You will discover you are on a merry-go-round with other unaware exes and other random candidates they pick up along the way.If you are non-compliant...you are pushed off the horse and replaced by another...and
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Emotional Amnesia....By definition....In the context of narcissism, "emotional amnesia" or "narcissistic amnesia" refers to a selective memory distortion where narcissists may forget or deny certain actions, particularly those that are emotionally hurtful or contradictory to their grandiose self-perception. This isn't necessarily a genuine memory loss, but rather a defense mechanism or tactic to avoid accountability and maintain a positive self-image.
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Adult relationships....By definition...An adult relationship, especially in a romantic context, is characterized by mature interpersonal dynamics, open communication, mutual respect, and a shared responsibility for the relationship's well-being.It goes beyond the "honeymoon phase" and focuses on building a lasting bond through trust, honesty, and understanding. Adult relationships also involve acknowledging each individual's autonomy and needs, while still valuing the commitment
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I'm looking for YOU in others...We ALL do this to a certain extent...especially when we loved certain qualities in people...you are naturally drawn to those qualities...not necessarily to the 'person' but you are drawn to those qualities.By the same token we are also hypervigilant to the qualities that repel us from people.We get used to how people treat us...we tend
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Next 2 good minutes...When we were in our 40s I used to say this often to Robbie...'We have 2 good years left' (I'm not sure why I said that) let's make good memories...so we traveled a lot...and I'm glad we did.In 2014 my WHOLE life changed...I decided to end that relationship...Robbie decided to retire in Thailand but was nervous to
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